link to the photo album..

hello..
thought i'd put this as another post cos most of you would be too lazy to scroll through the previous post looking for the link..
(though i should put in it there to compel you guys to read ma blog..)

anyways..
click HERE for the Facebook album, 200 Pictures of BAC's Rock and Roll Night!

enjoy!!

10 reasons why i should (not) be prom queen!

firstly, kudos to the organising committee for last night's Brickfield's Asia College (BAC) Rock and Roll Night.. 

a job well done! 

( which means i will not issue any profanities within this blogpost cos i did not go through an entire week of preparations for nothing. woot! )

 

only complaint is that my tiara kept falling off my head!!

which i guess was good cos it allowed me to assert authority by ordering people around..

WOI! PEASANT PEOPLE.. FIX IT BACK UP! PICK IT UP!!

WOI! MOVE OVER PEASANT!

(okay, this is reason one why i should NOT be queen.. all hell would break loose!)

 

anyways.. 

moving on..

i'd like to thank everyone who voted for me!! and fuh yuen for being thoughtful enough to help me snap some pictures while i was occupied on stage..

but you see you see...

last year, when lei walked home with the prom queen title, she came up with an awesome speech on how she deserved to be prom queen cos she had put in so much effort and it was the first time she actually wore two inch heels.. which was uber cute and had everyone going "awww..."

 

this year i ran off stage without giving a speech.. or rather there was no sort of interrogation by the emcee where i could flaunt my oratory skills. lalalala.

not to be outdone.. i am going to publish my own list here! 

muahahaha!!

number ONE~

i put in a week's worth of preparations.. two masks.. manicure.. pedicure.. dragging the dad to buy concealer.. etc etc etc..

 

number TWO~

i did EVERYTHING on my own.. from hair.. to nails.. to eyes.. to lips.. to cleavage.. *cheeky grin*

^tutorial on how to do quickie awesome hair up soon!

 

^putting my concealer to good use.. might do a quickie make up tutorial also..

 

^and the final product.. though my bangs look burnt.. grr!!

  

number THREE~

i squeezed my bum into the tiniest and shortest dress i could find.. in fact, it was actually a top! which i got from forever21 which i decided, after so much hesitation to wear as a dress..

 

number FOUR~

my evening was off to a bad start, with my car getting clamped (am contemplating to throw a brick at that shit face's car).. so if nothing happened to make my evening a splendid one, i would've yanked my hair off..

 

number FIVE~

i am cute!

 

number SIX to TEN~

i am very very cute..

okay fine, i ran out of reasons.. 

 

 

to be fair.. here's a list of why i should not be prom queen!

number ONE~

it was a cheat win.. i think the uber short dress won over lots of people..

 

number TWO~

(ref above) it would get into my head and i would be EVEN MORE mengada in college..

 

number THREE~

i couldn't survive three hours in my heels and removed them to appear barbaricly drunk.. such a bad portrayal.. *shakes head*

 

number FOUR~

i then proceeded to dirty dance on stage.. *sheepish*

 

hmmm.. that should be it lah..

okay actually tonnes of reasons why i shouldnt lah..

but since i am..

imma flaunt it and be shameless!

lalala.

 

anyways.. here are some of my favourite shots of the night taken by baby dslr by me and a number of my friends..

for the full blown coverage, refer to my facebook album, 200 Pictures of BAC's Rock and Roll Night..

(will link it up when Facebook has successfully uploaded it.. *pray* *pray* *pray*)

*update* DAMMIT THE DAMN PC HUNG!

 

^i love rose's dress..

 

^i think mel looks superb here..

 

^hearts hau yean for saying i look cute..

 

^some of the a levels students whose econs paper i mark.. guess i was pretty harsh to them.. 

 

^rubes!

 

^they danced and it was sizzling..

 

 

^i love adora's voice..

 

 

^the happy couple

 

  

^this picture is blur but awesome..

 

^chinese wedding style..

 

^heart ali.. who decided it was fun to whack me with balloons!

 

^heart my trust lecturer..

 

^what on earth shocked mei ling?

 

^maybe it was this? fu yoh!!

 

^ruba, the queen..

 

^before i dethroned her.. lalalala.

 

^my bodyguards!!

 

^damn i have nice legs!!

 

^camwhore in action

 

^ i love yinxi's gold dress!! 

 

 

^my bouquet of flowers and my tiara..

:)

 

 

kay queen wants to order someone to go murder facebook for hanging again.

then her royal highness shalt rest!

 

 

OI!

why the fuck are weirdos leaving weird advertisements on my comment page..

first viagra advertisement..

then some weird medication or birth control pills i think..

and the latest one is a link to a website for escorts! dressed up in kinky outfits.. a.k.a. whore advertising website!!

 

what the hell?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

 

 

**update**

i found two more in my comment box! what the hell!

gah!

i slept at five this morning cos i spent so much time talking with lei over skype that when i finally got down to doing work, it was so late..

 

my idiot alarm didn't ring!!

it didn't!! OMG! it usually rings so loud that it enters my dream..

but it didn't! gah!!

 

i woke up 1t 12.15 when my sister barged into my room after returning from school.

gah!!

 

so was late lah..

 

spent the day with jean..

then loitered around pyramid for awhile..

 

spent some time confronting my feelings..

*sigh*

 

oh well..

prom update!

 

am too lazy to post pictures so here's the plan..

am going to nap now..

then wake up and put on mask number two which would rejuvenate my face..

will see if i am in the mood for feet mask..

not bothered to bleach the legs cos it'll be dark, and any guy who gets close enough to see the hairs on it will have their eyeballs gashed out with my three inch heels..

might consider studying trust!

 

for tomorrow, i will put on moisturising hair mask.

before styling my hair before class..

(fuck.. i just realised i left my curling iron in the car!! gah!!)

cos i doubt i will have enough time after class..

at least then i can focus on my make up..

:) 

 

kay.. tired.. want nap! bye!

quickie hair accessory!

i bought a black tube dress for the promtay '09 and loved it, except for the fact that it had a ribbon on it that looked pretty lala..!

so i snipped it off my dress.. and kept it..

cos it might come in handy in the future..

 

and it did!!

cos after watching countless episodes of gossip girl.. here's DIY how to make your own blair hair band..

a quickie tutorial cos i made it under half an hour..

 

here's all the stuff you need..

^ribbon, hairband, uhu glue..

 

put some uhu glue on the ribbon!

somehow i dont really like uhu glue cos its not very strong and it dries into some plastic-ish substance!

and let it dry!!

^mental note to self.. dont leave it to dry on mother's sofa..

or let it get on nails to ruin beautiful manicure you did yesterday.. FML!

 

then cos uhu glue is not very strong and you dont want ribbon to fall off while you're walking!

you sew it onto the hairband!

and voila!!

BLAIR HAIRBAND!

 

i already have an event to wear it to..

but the problem is my hair is black.. so tak nampak sangat..

so people, give me ideas n how to make it more visible without making it tacky..

or i can do something funky like dye my hair blonde or brunette to match the hairband!

 

what do you think?

 

 

kay, an update on how far along i've gotten in preparations for prom!

i'm currently doing a mask!

yes, the gila babi sakit one.. 

why? 

so that i can have flawless complexion for prom..

 

then while skyping lei, she decided to take pictures using her webcam and post all over her blog..

sigh... even in cardiff she can irritate the shit out of it!

 

ooh ooh and i also did a pedicure for my nails!

ooh oooh ooooh!!!!

guess who i love most in the whole wide world????

daddy!!!!

 

and guess why???

cos he solved my cash problem by buying me concealer!!!

 

and stood there with me at the store while i tried on twenty different shades and brands on my face! without losing his temper..

and tried his level best to give me an opinion on which suited my skin colour, though it all pretty much looked the same to him..

sayang daddyku!!

hee hee hee hee hee!!

 

 

 

still chatting with lei on skype.

haven't editted notes yet.

shit!

guess won't be sleeping tonight!

quickie nail manicure tutorial..

as promised, i am posting up pictures of the manicure i did yesterday.

so it wasnt that much of a quickie after all, though i thought using stickers would make life alot easier.. bluekk. it didnt.. still had to tweeze them out individually and place appropriately..

 

 

i still have face mask and hair mask to do..

oh. and i realise i only have rm100 left till the end of the month.. well sorta.. i refuse to withdraw anymore cos my bank balance is super duper low..

which means i cannot afford to buy myself concealer.. and will have to go to prom with ugly skin!

(hmmm.. or i can buy concealer and skip meals for two weeks..)

 

i may be able to afford concealer..

IF ALL YOU INCONSIDERATE FOOLS OUT THERE WHO OWE ME MONEY WOULD HAVE THE COURTESY TO REPAY ME!!

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I AM?

A CHARITY ORGANISATION?!?

 

 

moving on too the manicure..

oh yeah.. this is a quickie post cos its late and i haven't studied for my evidence test tomorrow..

(again.. priorities all wrong! )

 

these were my nails before..

^out of shape.. nail colour chipping.. and it was so long i had trouble removing my contacts and have scratched seven people, at least!

 

so what you need to do is all the basic stuff that magazines will tell you to do..

or what common sense tells you lah..

^quickie mah! will elaborate on the steps when i do another full blown manicure tutorial..

 

once the steps above are done, you would have given yourself a fairly decent manicure..

but thats not what i'm going for..

my dress for prom is bling!

so nails must also be bling..!!

 

so buy bling stickers.. 

(i was initially planning on painting on my own design.. but since i didn't have much time, stickers would have to do!)

 

stick them on creatively..

 

and ta da!!!

 

my only complaint is that you can't see the cute silver dots on the stickers cos it blends in with the off-white nail colour..

something i should have thought about before buying the stickers..

but who cares.

 

i heart my nails!

was actually quite pleased with myself..

and if you didnt notice, all but one of the photos only featured one hand cos the other was used to hold the camera and click! 

the one that had two hands entailed me using my legs to kiap the camera while putting it on timer..

chun or not my skills??

not to mention, i was blogging while doing the manicure..!

lalalala.

 

now all i have to do is paint a top coat every day to keep it intact..

and refrain from using my nails to scratch anyone for the time being..

thats going to be difficult!!

 

 

 

off to bed.

praying that mr raja caves in to our adorable faces and let us do the test with an open book.

loves naomi for being so inspirational today. thanks babe!

kimchi in a quickie.

bet some of you are here cos you wanted to see some live action..

lalala.

pervs!

 

anyways, after an emotional turmoil suffered yesterday where i have managed to annoy all my 276 friends by bawling to them, i've concluded that i have two options..

1. take it easy which makes me less stressed but gives me enough time to think about death and suicide.. so dielah!

2. pile my schedule to the point where i don't even have time to eat let alone think stupid thoughts.

 

i choose the latter!

 

anyways, prom is in a week..

and am really hoping for it to be a blast this year cos at a level's i didnt know many people, and had a curfew so that was bad..

last year was awesome, but i was in the organising committee which means i was walking around in three inch heels the whole night yelling at people..

so this year better be great!

(eye-balling any of the organising committee reading my blog!! )

 

since i have chosen to pile my schedule..

i realised i havent had time to prepare for prom..

 

(thank god i bought my dress earlier..)

~ i need to bleach my legs cos raj said that no one would sleep with me with it being hairy like that..

(fuck you raj!!)

~ i need to do my nails..

(currently doing manicure while blogging and watching tv.. multi-tasking rocks! will blog about quickie manicure next)

~ i need to repair my face.. have tonnes of zits from stress.. either that, or buy concealer and/or foundation to hide them for the night.

~ i need to trim my bangs.. and do something about the sordid state of my hair..

^the horror.. omfg hair.. omfg pimples!

 

and all this in between studying, working, making dad happy, making mom happy, being there for the sister, having social life..

 

i swear i will start balding soon!

 

speaking of sister, she merajuk with me that day cos i was always so busy working and never around..

so ended up having to bribe her with famous amos cookies..

 

and also give her a big hug as a show of sisterly support since she is sitting for her spm tomorrow..!

 

hmmmm..

 

ooh yeah..

i realised right, the reason why i could not survive three hours of shopping without collapsing is due to the fact that i have become a quickie shopper..

i zoom in and out of malls to buy what i need without browsing..

 

kinda happens when you rush to jusco after class at nine-thirty, praying it hasn't closed so you can get the moisturiser you ran out off three weeks ago..

^i think it is a bad idea to switch moisturisers a week before an event, but they didn't have my l'oreal one, and this smells awesome... also cocoa butter so i smell so good, i turn people on.

 

lalalala.

 

 

am off to study now..

watch this space for the week as i try to squeeze in preparations for prom..

am almost done with my nails but lazy to upload pictures for the quickie nail tutorial.

subtle things that keep me going..

today was fairly unproductive!!

4 pages of notes in a span of 24 hours..

not very productive! grrr..

i spent the whole day sleeping. sleeping until three this morning, then taking a nap at five..

dammit!

 

am trying to console myself that today was actually a day for me to recuperate after all the work i've been doing. 

then again i have also been procrastinating..

like how from just going to zouk bazaar (which sucked balls) to check things out, i ended up tagging along to pavillion..

 

anyways, a few things lately have been making me depressed..

like how my phone seems so silent all the time..!

text me people.. effin' text me! even if it's just to say hi! 

i hate not receiving an sms every few minutes.

(then there'll be people out there who text but i never reply cos i'm paradoxical like that.. lalalala..)

i also feel like time is passing so quickly.. 

and life is passing me by..

passing me and leaving me behind..

 

things get especially bad when i'm alone studying. or when sad songs play while driving.

then i get suicidal and think about how i can hurt myself but not leave a scar or whether it'll hurt if i died instantly in a car crash..

i also wonder if anyone would notice i was missing, or would it just be a passing moment of silence before everyone resumes work.

 

to sum it all up. things have not been good.

 

 

i'm however happy that there are small things in life that are still capable of carving a smile on my face, albeit for a short period of time. 

 

1. like chocolate fondue!

^okay this one makes you happy for an entire evening!

 

with awesome company...

^shamelessly imposed myself upon satya's outing with her bunch of friends who were super duper nice.

^ooh.. and i also learnt a new song..

"nobody wants me.. everybody hates me.. i'm  gonna eat some worms..

big fat juicy ones.. small (sth) tiny ones.. i'm gonna eat some worms..

first you bite their heads off, then you suck their guts out.. then you throw the skin away.."

 

 

2. photography..

and my ability to capture many faces while camwhoring..

^then someone told me that he had a friend who could snap fifteen people by camwhoring using a regular digicam.. and now i feel inferior..

 

 

3. knick knacks!

or cheap useless crap which i enjoy collecting..

^managed to sneak a new pencil box into the shopping basket and run away.. whilst the kangaroo was a souvenir from aussie..

  

4. isaac tee!

^with my cousin.. hmm.. not his best picture..

 

5. my mothers idiosyncrasies..

she has recently had a thing with notices..

^see handwriting that says "english is an international language"? yup.. thats my mom's..

 

oh and out of exasperation, she stuck this on my door..

okay admittedly this didn't make me feel any better about myself lah.. but i guess from your point of view it would be pretty funny..

^WTF!

 

 

6 events to go to..

^invites to the yahoo eureka party which they were giving out free at zouk..

anyone interested to go?

 

 

my life is boring.

i need to go somewhere.

but where to go?

everyday got class!

 

*grumble*grumble*grumble*

 

remember a long time ago i said if life got the better of me, i would just leave and go to terengganu and save the turtles?

am seriously considering that..

then again i had to be so responsible lah..

must think of how my studies would be.. how my mom would react.. how my boss would react..

fuck this shit!

emotions.. wish i could just switch it off and be cold!

not like anyone cares right if i'm nice..

i should just act like an asshole..

 

 

angry.

angsty.

fuck my life.